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I don't know how old I was in this photo but aww, I really like it, and I like the colours and everything, haha. It's pretty old, and I just scanned the photo of it, but yeah, I like this photo. :D And omg the cats on my top are like sooo cute LOL. :D :D

That's my cousins, uncle and Genvin. The printing for this photo went dodgy, and you can see my dad's old car (the white one in the background). Anyway, I thought this photo was cute. My cousin was cute, anyway, haha. He finished school last year, so this photo was like ages ago. :D

MIGHT upload more later.

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Lately, I've been keeping too many secrets. Too many vague and misleading responses to people that just want answers. I do it on purpose. I tell myself that the point of doing this is so that I'm not actually lying to them, only steering them in the wrong direction. But eventually, you come to realise that it's almost the same thing as lying. I don't know why I haven't told the truth, though. It's probably time that I slowly ease everyone into knowing. None of these are actually complete secrets, too. I've told at least someone. No one knows both secrets, but someone's close to it.

Just look for the clue. It's right in front of you.

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Oh. Turns out these photos are actually around 5MB each. I do not know how that happened, but my first guess is that the dimensions are super big. Hmm, the colour for these don't look as bright as what it looks like on Windows Picture and Fax Viewer, but I have no idea why. Like are wayy not as bright, makes me look paler and makes the whole photo look not as happy .. Eughh. I'm assuming click to view larger, but I don't know if it is or not, and these could actually be really big. And you'd my terrible skin in high resolution. HAHA.

These photos are actually .. really bad LOL. It's on timer, right, but I think for a lot of the photos, they're not actually focused on me, they're actually focused on the leaves and plants right next to me? LOL. This is for art, btw, how we have to take a photo of ourselves. In an 'interesting pose'. ;________;;; And I'm mega screwed cuz I just took these once I got home from Cabra, why did I decided to wear my stupid Bardot dress with the lace back? I'm gonna have to paint that shit. :'( Oh and I'm gonna have to crop the photos, yeah, but this is just the original photo.

The colours really suck, here! Looks so much better on .. the real thing, not just an upload. :( Ugh.

OMG HAHAHAHHA okay I can't use this cuz I was looking at it and like my hair is kinda close to my armpit and like it looks kinda awkward HAHAHA, SO LIKE I'M NOT GONNA USE THIS LOL. HOW EMBARRASSING. LOL.

My skin looks really bad here. I look so washed out and pale. :S I think I have to use this one for art. Cuz it was gonna be either this or the one before but yeah I realised that .. yeah. LOLOL. Oh .. I'm gonna edit something. Kinda cheating but it's no big deal. My neck has wrinkles. Not that I'm old or nething. THEY'RE NATURAL. 8o| HAHAHAHAHA.

This looks exactly like the one before. HAHA.

This is where my legs look a lot darker than my face. LOL. And I would use this one but it looks weird upright cuz my hair makes an ugly shape, and cuz it's blurry, cuz the camera's actually focused on my legs. HAHA.

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I'm so used to the weird resolution/dimensions on my normal computer now, but things look so much better on my sister's computer, haha. I'm doing Truong homework, and I have like nothing to blog about, really, but lol, if anyone realises then all my Formspring replies today totally suck, LOL.

lawrence is ugly

No.

44 minutes ago

Are there any cute guys in your class?

No.

44 minutes ago

LOL, so slack yeah? D: And I only just realised Kevin's kinda cute, so that could've been my answer, but oh well, LOL. Cuz I went to Formspring and found like 2 questions and yeah, best replies LOL. Oh yeah, point of this blog was to say:

a. I'm really lazy when I cook, lol. Like seriously, if I made toast, I wouldn't even get a plate, I would use a tissue and leave the other one in the toaster until I finish the other one. Even if it'll get burnt. But it's not like that with like Mi Goreng or cupcakes or nething, haha, but I just noticed I'm really lazy when I make stuff like toast or cheese croissants and stuff, LOL.

b. I really hate factorising quadratics to solve, even though it's easy to do it like that. But omg, seriously, I take so long. Well, last one I tried doing I took long cuz I worked it out wrong so you couldn't factorise it LOL, but I got it fast cuz I tried factorising it when it was wrong. :L

529 / Oh wut

Oh wut.

I am very surprised and excited right now. Hence my 'oh wut'.

#413 Apparently the camera works

Y'know how ages ago, I said that I broke my camera? Apparently it still works, it's just the LCD is messed and you can't see what you're taking a photo of. Well, you can, but you can't see the result photo cos of the broken screen. But there's still the view finder, thank God for older cameras. LOL. I thought it was just totally messed, cos one time I shoved batteries in it and it didn't turn on. I thought that meant my camera was messed and that was the end. Turns out they were dodgy batteries? LOL.

Anyway, I had nothing to do today. Like every other day. So I decided to do what I did a few days ago and take photos of myself. And get dressed up. And have fun like that. :P Hm, I type loud. (Man, I'm on Tumblr, and I'm just being spammed with pages and pages from http://sobeastk-im.tumblr.com/. Like, yeah I like B2ST and MBLAQ .. But far, how many pages have I gone through now. D:) And then I got psyched and edited them too, keke. So this is Genevieve. Click to view larger for any of these, too. Except for the first one, I think. No idea why. :L

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So this is my room. As you can see, I have 4 mattresses of different thicknesses. LOL. I sleep on the mattress on the floor. You can see my blanket and pillow there. And if anyone realises there's something on my pillow, then it's Blutack LOL. And if you click to view larger I'm pretty sure you can look around and see like exactly what's in my room. :0

Oh that's my wall. I took all my posters down when my grandma and aunt were staying in my room but I left my Scrabble pieces up. And as you can see, I'm missing a few letters cos I ran out, like the E in Explore. LOL :( And I'll take a photo of my other Scrabble thing on my other wall another time.

Um, latest purchases. It's all like the same colours, too: black, blue, white and grey. Oks so from top to bottom and left to right, it's: Dotti jacket ($49.95 down from $89.95); Davenport satin briefs ($3.50 down from $15.95); matching Davenport satin bra ($10.50 down from $32.95); Mossimo bra ($23.05 down from $32.99); Agent Ninety-Nine Stripe Crop singlet ($30); American Apparel navy racerback singlet (Aunt bought from America); Maybelline Liquid Mineral foundation ($16-$18,I think); American Apparel black racerback singlet (Aunt from America); Cotton On shirt ($5 down from $24.99); Headphones (Err, eBay LOL, not sure how much); Fiorelli bag from Vinnies ($6). I've bought a lot. :/ Cuz I have two pairs of Mossimo's not there either. :0

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That's what I decided to dress up in today. The point of the photo was to show you my singlet, but I ended up dressing up more. I couldn't decide which edit I liked more (for the last two photos). The top one is edited with Manisay's vintage effect or a slight variation of it, and the bottom one has just an enhanced lighting. And the first photo is taken with my 2MP camera phone, haha. Btw, these were taken in my sister's room (I take photos of myself in her room cuz there's a bigger mirror?). I kinda look like a whore cos the loose singlet and the ripped stockings. So I couldn't wear this out unless it was a party and the theme was Be a whore. LOL, joking. But if I wore this out, then people would glare at me and call me a whore. :(

What I'm wearing: Agent Ninety-Nine Stripe Crop singlet ($30, General Pants Co.); Elle Macpherson bra ($10 down from like $54.99 or something, BNT); Pyramid studded belt ($24.95, PSC); Black training gloves (Haha, they're my sister's and you're meant to wear them for weight training LOL, they were a KK present so Idk the details); High rise s10 denim shorts ($28 or something, Jeans West, bought them off my sister and cuffed/rolled them a lot, keke); Black 12 denier stockings (They ripped a lot; $6 down from Idk, Myer)

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So that's it! :D That's my room, my wall, what I've bought recently and what I wore today. Oh, and this is my dog:

#387 Um, Danica, don't kill me

It's not like people haven't seen this photo anyway.

The quality is really bad, but that's cos the photo is really old. We took this in Cabra, after school, when Cabra still had their caps machines, near Breadtop and Gloria Jeans. Vivian was meant to take photos and be in this as well, but she took the bus home. This was in year 7. Danica, I did try to blur your face. Cuz you probably don't want people to see this. LOL. But come on, man, everyone's seen it anyway, and it looked weird when I tried to edit your face. LOL. :)

xoxo friends 4eva LOL.

#381 Yeah, whatever, I know I just blogged

Okay, so as the title says, I conclude in saying that I know I blog way too much. But you know you love it. (No jokes, LOL, Yvy, you tell me how you get cut if I don't blog AHAHA.)

1. I realise I type a lot like Nikkida. LOL. Danica's told me this already, ahaha, but whoa man, I just went to her blog and wtfreak, we do type kinda similar. LOL. Wow.

2. I am reaaally skinny. :0 Really unhealthy, I swear, ahaha. Like, I'm not saying I only eat junk food all the time, but I eat at really .. dodgy times? Hmm, like binge eat. Lol, 'binge' sounds funny. Yeah, but I don't even eat breakfast nemore. Like, I get home and full eat, and I do this for like an hour? LOL. Like, I'm on MSN and while I'm blogging and shit, I'll look around for food and slowly keep eating for like an hour? LOL. Then I eat dinner, and I eat a lot then. Genvin doesn't eat a lot, btw. I eat a lot, but people don't see me eat so they don't know and think I don't eat a lot. :( But anyway, isn't it so much easier to lose weight than it is to gain weight! :O For me it is, yeah. :/ Sooo, that's why I need to gain weight these holidays. :0

3. I'm pretty much always on MSN. If I'm not, then it means a. I'm not at home, or b. Genvin's using the computer for work or c. I'm sleeping. Cos even if I'm signed it, it doesn't mean I'm actually there, cuz I swear, a third the time I'm on MSN, I'm away from the keyboard. LOL. Oh, if my status is busy, it means that a. I'm doing something but I'll still reply fast, or b. I'm doing something else but I'm going back to the computer at irregular intervals and happen to be talking to you at the same time. So that doesn't mean I'll reply fast. LOL.

4. I kinda blog everyday. That's really sad, LOL. Like every single day, I have blogged. Since like, ages. :0

5. Every school day (oh, we don't even have school anymore, dayum) I get off my bus at the stop right in front Liverpool station so I can a. Do my makeup if I can be bothered, b. Get iced coffee if I have the money, c. Buy some cookies from Subway, d. Walk around and see if there are any places that have available positions or e. Get some time alone to think about things. Or several of those things. So that's why I always take the late train in the morning. Cuz I miss the early train, sometimes only by a minute or two.

6. I have never watched Transformers 1 (LOL, I've watched T2, though), She's The Man (from start to finish), The Dark Knight, The Notebook, any episode of Gossip Girl, any episode of Glee (from start to finish), Fight Club, any of the Star Wars series (from start to finish) .. Yeah, that's all I can think of right now.

7. Ooh, I just realised 'Wildfox' was a clothing brand. I was just thinking, Omg, this shirt is so popular, seen heaps of kids on Tumblr with it. But oh no, turns out it's a brand. LOL. Check their stuff out here. Gosh, I actually really like their stuff. :D But gosh, it's unexpectedly expensive. :(

8. Uhh .. Robbie from Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging is really hot. LOL. Oh, I only just watched that movie this week, LOL. And I have all these other movies I haven't watched on my laptop, like Marley & Me, P.S. I Love You, err, Definitely Maybe, blahblah, all these chick flickss.

Cbb to blog more. LOL.

#357 Plastic, elastic, fantastic

Umm. I kinda don't really remember what happened today. But I was thinking about things:

Today is Saturday of 28th November in 2009. We're not ever gonna have this day again. So this is the first and last day we're ever gonna have Saturday, 28th November, 2009. How crazy is that.

Anyway, that wasn't what I was thinking about when I said I was thinking about things. But that's still pretty important. Like you're only going to live once, these days are only going to come once. But anyway, I was thinking like:

We're in year 9. Today is Saturday, 28th November, 2009. We're never gonna have this day again, yeah. But it's only going to be around a month until it's 2010. How fast has this year gone by! :O It's terrible. We're going to be year 10 soon, and before we know it, we'll be doing our HSC's. It's a pretts lame thing to blog about, but this year went by wayy fast. Like .. "I'm not quite ready to let go of this past year". Idk.

This year, for me, was like ...

1. Broke up with my boyfriend and ended up liking someone else. That didn't work out.

2. Studied like no tomorrow for yearly exams. Failed important subjects anyway (not really fail, but didn't do all the best). Did especially crap in half yearly and yearly, for geo and PASS.

3. I think I changed a lot this year, possibly become girlier. I'm into pinks, nail polish, bangles and rings, gosh. I think my taste in clothing and style has also changed heaps. And I've spent more money, gosh.

4. Gotten closer to people, drifted from some. Especially during the second half of the year, mm. Cuz in the first half, I hardly talked to the guys and stuff. I used to hang around with like Yvy or something? And KM? But now I talk to Danica and Grace and everything, we're so mad. :)

I'm trying to think of something significant to put as a fifth point...

Okay I can't think of a fifth point. But Idk, it'd be cool if people posted up what this year was for them. Cuz seriously, we're almost at the end of the year. What have you done, man. :0 And btw if you decide to do it, don't have like a million dot points, just limit it to like 7.

#318 Talking shit, again

Thanks, Christie! :D

SEVEN THINGS YOU WILL FIND IN YOUR ROOM:
1. Clothes.
2. Hat.
3. Mirror.
4. Bed.
5. Drawers.
6. Table from IKEA.
7. Posters.

SEVEN RELATIONSHIP QUESTIONS:
1. Do You Like Anyone? Yeah. :(
2. Does Someone Like You? Yep.
3. Last Kiss? Don't rememberrrr. :O
4. Been Lead On? You could say that, but I don't know. I don't rly think of it like that.
5. Been Cheated On? Yeeah.
6. Want A Relationship? It's not gonna happen, though. :(
7. Wanna Get Married? Courseeee.

SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN’T LIVE WITHOUT:
1. Family.
2. Friends.
3. Clothes.
4. Computer.
5. Internet.
6. Phone.
7. iPod.

SEVEN THINGS ON YOUR MIND:
1. Cupcakes.
2. That boy.
3. Should I take a photo?
4. Clothes.
5. Perfect punctuation.
6. Art assignment.
7. The Summer Set! :D

SEVEN OTHER THINGS - DO YOU
1. Believe In God? Hmm, kinda.
2. Had A Dream Come True? Do you had a dream come true, AHAHA. Err, I probably have.
3. Read The Newspaper? Not rly. :S
4. Get Enough Sleep Everyday? Nope, but I cope.
5. Have A Best Friend? Yep. :D
6. Take A Bath Daily? Bath, ahaha. Shower everyday. ;D
7. Wish On Stars? Not really.

SEVEN HAVE YOU EVER:
1. Fallen In Love? NOT LOVE.
2. Kissed Someone Of The Same Sex? Nothing seductive. ;D LOL.
3. Hooked Up With Someone Who Had A BF/GF? Yeah. But cuz I was their girlfriend, AHHAHA.
4. Been To A Bonfire? Wow, no. That'd be so raddd!
5. Ran Away From Home? Nop.
6. Played Strip Poker? I don't remember how to play poker, though. D:
7. Pulled An All Nighter? Not all night. :D

SEVEN THINGS IN THE LAST 24 HOURS HAVE YOU:
1. Cried? Oh wow, yeah I have.
2. Had Fun? Hmm. :/
3. Been Kissed? Nope.
4. Felt Stupid? YES. :O
5. Talked To An Ex? Don't expect me to. :L
6. Missed Someone? Yea.
7. Listened To Music? Course.

RED : ANGER
1. Are You Currently Mad At Someone? Nope.
2. Which Of Your family Members Has The Worst temper? Quite possibly me. LOL.
3. Have You Ever Thrown Something At Anyone? Probably.
4. Does Your Face Turn Red When You’re Angry? Does it?
5. When You’re Mad Do You Prefer To Stare Angrily Or Yell? Depends how I'm pissed, like, who I'm pissed at. I think yell. :L

ORANGE : (S)EXCITEMENT AHHAHA
1. Has Anyone Ever Thrown A Surprise Party For You? NO :(.
2. Are You Easily Excited? I think so.
3. What Event Is Coming Up That You Are Looking Forward To? PART A.
4. If You Won A Million Dollars, What Will Be Your First Thought? Zomg GFG.
5. What Would Make You The Happiest Right Now? Um. If things worked out.

YELLOW : SELF DISCOVERY
1. Full Name: Genevieve In
2. Birthday: 31st May 1995
3. What’s Your Main Goal In Life? Not fail. :(
4. Do You Want To Have Children? Mm, I guess so.
5. How Do You Want To Die? No idea, but nothing like drowning.

BLUE : SADNESS
1. When Is The Last Time You Cried? Yesterday.. 8-)
2. What Is The Saddest Thing That Is Happening Right Now? Heaps of sad things are happening right now, but it's not like it's full epic emo depressing shit.
3. Do You Usually Cry/Get Depressed When Something Doesn’t Happen Your Way? Yeahh, I rkn I do. :/
4. Has Anyone Made You Cry In The Last 24 Hours? Yeeaah.
5. When You Are Sad, What Do You Do? Talk to the right people and listen to music. And think about other things.

PINK : LOVE
1. Do You Have A Crush On One Of Your Friends? Er, kinda.
2. Do You Believe At Love At First Sight? Probably happens, but not with me. :(
3. When You See Your Crush, Do You Act Differently Around Him/Her? Yeah I do.
4. Do You Have A Girlfriend/Boyfriend? Not at all.
5. Do You Believe Everyone Has A Soulmate? Oh whoa, it's the last q. LOL. Err, yeah.

#10 Longer than memories

Happy birthday, Margaret! And for yesterday, happy 18th Sunny, and happy 1 month to Danica and Ken! :D

Anyways, so I was in the shower and thinking about what I should do today. Since, like, soo many people are at Carissa's, they won't be online, so I have like all the time I want to study without distractions. Hopefully. That's how I see my day, anyway. So if people aren't gonna be online, it wouldn't kill if I blogged now, before study.

So last year or something, Mel and/or Bhavna tagged me, where you have to blog like 5 things people don't know about you, and then tag other people. I won't tag other people, cuz then that's kinda gay, but if you guys want to do it, then sure, go ahead, it'll be fun. :D Gosh, and I have to make sure I haven't previously mentioned these things, too. ><

1. Ugh, well I'll admit it, but I totally don't have a life. Like, seriously, what have I done these holidays? I've basically gone out once (to frkn Cabra/Livo), kept the computer on for like 12 hours ±1-2 hours, procrastinated with Blogger and Tumblr, signed in on msn but gone afk, studied, slept and .. tutor? T__T" So it's pretty sad, but I can't go shopping cuz I don't even have the money to, and my rents don't let me out a lot, and I have to study. D:

2. Sometimes when people say things (like, not necessarily a joke), I only get what they mean the next day. LOL, but it's not like I spend the rest of the day thinking about what they mean, though. Like, it just randomly comes to me the next day, usually in the morning when I'm on the bus. Pretty weird, yeah? Like, gosh: I came back from the toilet. We had no teacher for PASS. Avi told me to turn on the fans cuz it was getting really hot, but I was like, Aw fk you, do it yourself. Allen Lo had put my pencil case on the fan. I only realised the next day why Avi really wanted me to turn on the fans. LOL. :(

3. Uhhhm. Well, some people wouldn't know this, cuz I've kept it pretty low key. Uhhhm, don't ask me nething about it, but my first/previous/ex boyfriend cheated on me. What a prick, yeah? :0! Like there have been rumors (SHT, I always thought 'rumor' was spelt 'rumour', oh gosh) about it, but yeah, confirmation, that's true.

Gosh, can't think of more things. TT"

4. Uggghh. I have a big secret. Yeah. That's something you don't know about me. 8-)

5. There's a Tumblr app for iPods. So like, I stayed up till 2:35AM this morning, just on Tumblr. Oh gosh, this '5 Things You Don't Know About Me' thing is done really badly. LOL, sorry.

Tuesday 15th (Break my heart)

I should really be working on my English assignment, and studying, but I decided to do this. Cuz I'm eating, not like I'm gonna get any work done newais? ;D.

You’re single, why?

Oh, why don't you ask someone else? ;D

If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?

My asian nose. It's terrible. LOL.

Do you eat ranch with your pizza?

Uh, no?

What are some lyrics to the song you’re listening to?

Let's try this again (BLAHBLAHBLAH) I'm working on my sentences, I'm working on my play on words, I'll get it this time.

What is the last reason you cried?

Cuz I feel lonely sometimes. :'(

Do you love anybody?

High chance.

Could you even go 30 minutes without cursing?

Yeees.

Have you had any beer this week?

Eugh, beer is gross.

What color are your eyes?

Brown.

Have you ever eaten an uncooked cookie?

Hmm, possibly, like if I didn't cook it right and ate it by accident. But that's unlikely, cuz I normally overbake them, so probably no.

Can you cook?

Psh, all I can do is make toast, mi goreng, boil rice, errr, dumplings and bake cupcakes. LOL.

What’s bothering you?

ENGLISH AND GEOGRAPHY ASSIGNMENT! Gahhh. ><

Is there a place you would like to visit?

Mm, a lot of places, probably, for the shopping, but what's the point of shopping when you can't spend money? :(

Do you know anybody that’s in jail?

No.

Are you cold?

Not today.

Are you shy or outgoing?

Hm, shy around new people, but I guess I can be outgoing if I wanted to? Idk, I'm outgoing with .. err, people I know. What a crap answer. :/

Who was the last person you talked on the phone with?

Hm, think it was my mum.

Were you happy when you woke up?

Noo, cuz I slept late and still had work to do. Cos I'm doing this thing, right, where I'm being a nerd. Well, trying to be. Like, studying and stuff. It's going .. not well, I keep procrastinating for English, but I've been doing my homework. BUT I EFFING FORGOT MY MATHS BOOK IN MY LOCKER, OMG. :(

Would you date someone who smokes?

I'd totally prefer not to.

Do you like relationships, or do you prefer to be single?

Depends. Since being single I've been a lot happier, I reckon. Yay. :D

Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?

Mmhm, smoking's really bad for you. :0

What’s the connection between you and the last person you texted?

Oh, we're like friends from a long time ago and everything. ^^

Who was the last person you called?

My mum. :I

Who was the last person to call you?

My mummmm. LOL.

What does the last text message you received say?

"I'm outside right now," LOL.

Who was the last person to leave you a voicemail?

I never checkkk.

Do you prefer to call or text?

Call, but I text more. Actually, idk, depends what I'm doing.

Are your parents married/separated/divorced?

Marriedd..

When is the last time you saw your mom?

When I got home, so like, 3:50 or so?

Do you tan or burn?

Tan. ;)

What did you fear at night as a child?

Getting robbed. :I

What was the last thing that really made you laugh?

Hm. I actually don't remember. Like, I don't remember when/why. LIKE, it was probs like during the week, I'm not like some emo bitch that doesn't full on laugh cuz I'm all depressed and shit, LOL.

How many TVs do you have in your house?

Four, I think.

When did you last get in a argument?

Little more than a week ago. Or two.

Do you have a laptop or desktop computer?

Cpu.

Do you sleep with or without clothes on?

Sometimes with no shirt, sometimes with, pshh, who cares LOL. ;D

Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed?

Hmm, don't think so ..

Sunday 23rd - (Save)

Look, look, I've written the date differently, and this is like one of the few posts I've had without the · dot at the beginning of the title. I'll do that from now on, though :O. Anyway, I was typing this stuff on my phone yesterday/this morning. And I got tired and didn't end up finishing it.

Lately, I've been thinking about things I normally wouldn't wonder about things I'd normally be running from. And I realise, I have heaps that I should be seriously considering: what do I really, honestly want; is what I want what I need; how should I react to things; how to spend my time and money effectively.

Life is not something we should expect to have forever. Although it's pretty negative to say so, we're all going to die some day. Every action, every mistake and every decision shapes our future, and little things can come up and back stab you later in life. It's only when we almost or actually do lose things do we take them for granted.

One day, we will realise how we've looked past what's in front of us. One day, we'll wonder why we did the things we did. Whether it's next term or when I'm in my freshman years or when I'm on my deathbed, sooner or later, I will realise how much time I've wasted on stupid little things. Worrying why he hasn't texted back. Getting annoyed that she bought the top she knew I wanted. Raging because my parents don't let me out. It's little things like these, that I waste my time on. What if I was told that tomorrow was my last day living? What would all those wasted moments mean to me? I should start living my life properly, and I should enjoy every moment. We need to learn from our mistakes and no matter how lame this sounds, we should seize the day. Every moment spent with our friends and loved ones shouldn't be wasted. Even I've realised that, even though I haven't lived my life that way. Just walking to go home that day, I felt so lonely and annoyed with myself, 'cause I didn't do what I wanted to, 'cause I held myself back.

I think I'm wasting my time, these past few days. Figuring out what I honestly want will put my mind into a better perspective, but it's something that's crept up on me just so suddenly. A lot has happened these past 26 days, and I should know what I want by now, but I don't. When these next 4 days come and go, will I be angry? Upset? Determined? ...

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Lawrence called me in the shower. LOL. Anyway, so I called him back, and he was calling to say he hadn't bought my Rice ticket, cos his church was sold out of Rally tickets. So I decided not to go. Wow, yeah? Not really, but yeah. Idk if Aldrich is going, either. Cos I'm really poor right now, only got $7.60, and I have to get N a present sometime. And CF next week. So yeah, and I called Nick and he called me a loser, and Vanessa's not picking up. Oh wells. Hopefully they have fun, though. Cos I was looking on my phone, and shit man, I have a 1400 word history assignment due on Wednesday, and I haven't started. Science assessment is on Monday, too. So, I should be busy ><.

12:11PM THIS IS GENEVIEVE

1. I think my sister's better at blowing bubbles than me. Like, you'd think it's pretty much all the same, it's just blowing bubbles, right? No, I swear, she's better than me. Gets more bubbles from one blow. Oh wow, does that sound sexual? LOL.

2. I AM JEALOUS OF FRKN SHELLEY MULSHINE. Seriously. :( :(

3. Honestly, I think I've changed. Probably haven't, ahaha, but when it comes to clothes and shopping and stuff .. I still think about clothes and everything a lot, but there's not much temptation for me to actually get it. I don't know, like, I look at clothes and I'd like to have it, but nothing is telling me to save up, go out and get it. Okay, I think that can be interpreted as two things: one, my saving up skills are just the worst and I've given up saving up; two, shopping hasn't become as important to me. But I hope it's the 2nd reason :O.

12:50PM Okay I was just editing the profile page on this blog. Last time it was updated, was on the 17th July. There was a list of things I loved, and I looked through that, and I realised I have changed a lot. I filtered through and got rid of the things I wasn't into as much, and more than half of that list is gone. Wow, man. Do you guys rkn I've changed?

· 300709

Shit, I was just dipping some milk in cookies, then I dropped my whole cookie into it, so I had to drink all the milk and get the cookie out. Arrgh. Shit, and the cup is too tall and I can't get the cookie out TT'.

Today was rather uneventful. In the morning, I missed the stupid 842 again, but by a few seconds, so I decided to walk to the T-Way early to take the early bus. Then I could explore Livo and get some food :D. So I got to Livo maybe at around 7:45, so that's like .. A little more than half an hour for walking around :). I checked if Maccas was open in Liverpool Plaza, it's so crap, wasn't open. So I got my large hot chocolate from Gloria Jeans, the girl charged me $4.40 for it when it's meant to be $4.70? GLORIA JEANS SUCKS, THE HOT CHOCOLATE ISNT EVEN GOOD. Yeah so I had that, and I was like walking around all slow, and it was pretty quiet at this time, so yeah. Went into Livo Westfields, weren't that many places open. Got a hash brown from there, $1.35. Then I spent 10 minutes finding the longest way I could to go to Livo station LOL. When I was walking down the stairs, full good timing, the train came. So yeah, that was my pro-ass morning :D.

Happy birthday, Amy! I had double PE first two periods, and we were playing basketball, and Mr Hughes full kept rigging the reffing, like giving the crapper team free shots for no reason, and making people give the ball to other people, like, 'Ball to Margaret' so many times, hahaha. ARGHH FRICKEN COOKIE. Someone stole Gabby's deoderant, wallet and skirt :0. PASS was cool, cos we just sat around and discussed stuff, and I rkn we actually got somewhere :). Maths was with Crancher, it wasn't that bad. I have homework, daayum.. English was just speeches, my class is so pro, man, everyone has been volunteering, except for like 7 people. Aren't we such confident bitches >D. Geo was boring, we did a practice exam ><. Had to take the bus home, but I got some Truong homework done on the way back.. so it was alright.

Now I have to do Ag! Arrgghh! Everyone else has at least started, except for me. Well like, the majority of people, anyway. Stupid Ms Blake with her ag tillage assignment, man .. :'(

Edit @ 6:47PM
Okay, I am doing ag, alright. Have like, almost a paragraph. Yeah, I'm fucking good :I.

ONE/ When I'm writing essays or reports, I full on use Dictionary.com and Thesaurus.com to find the exact meanings of words and synonyms so I don't use the same word too much. Like, I have several tabs open for it LOL :0.

TWO/ I use Herbal Essence Classics. Man, it smells sooo good, omgsh, full (L) ^^.

THREE/ Don't call me materialistic, cos I'll probably get angry at you LOL. Well, Vanessa was like, Chyeah, you full were. Aarghh, I swear man. I don't shop a lot. Fucken, compare with like pretty much the rest of the group, past holidays I didn't spend anything, farout. So don't call me materialistic. Cos I'm saving up, now, for a camera. Like seriously saving up.

FOUR/ I get angry when my dad talks to me in the morning. He's either, 'Wake up' or 'You're late'. Farout, every time he tells me to wake up, I'm already awake but just in bed, and every time he says I'm late, I'm not, I'm just rushing.

FIVE/ I blog so much that on weekends, while I'm in the shower, I think about things to blog about. I don't actually end up blogging about that, though, LOL. And I think I only think of things to blog about cos I think about life and stuff, and then change some things around to put it in a blog. Err, that sounds dodge.

SIX/ I really don't like my sisters music. It's really .. random. And I don't like it. Cos it's just not my music. Yknow? :I

SEVEN/ One day, we should totally have a 'Dare Night' thing, like in One Tree Hill. They split into two teams and split further into groups of one to three. The dares were real epic, I rkn. Lucas had to wear this outfit, and return the clothes he was wearing to different stores around a shopping mall. And had to like, take photos of him with the store person, as proof. So he had to take his shirt off, and under that, he was wearing a lacy bra. And he ended up having to take his pants off, so in the end he's just wearing his underwear. I don't think we'll ever do it, but it looked really fun, hahaha. And Brooke and Felix had to go into a restaurant, get a table, dine and dash. And they did all this other stuff. Cos, since it's Dare Night, it's okay to do the things we've always wanted to do, but never could.

EIGHT/ I haven't watched a lot of movies you'd expect everyone would've watched. Like, I've watched the old school Disney classics and everything, but I haven't watched stuff like Tranformers. Even though I watched the 2nd one LOL. And She's The Man? Is that what it's even called :0 LOL. I don't know, I haven't watched heeaps of stuff. Like, just same some movies and I'll see if I've watched them before :L.

NINE/ Whenever I'm home alone, I turn on music real loud, so you can hear it across the whole house, and I sing to it. Sometimes. Cos it's loud enough that you can't hear me. Wooo, Jay Chou around the whole house, yeah boi. LOL.

TEN/ I shouldn't be blogging right now. Cos I totally ditched Ag for a while. Faarout.

I'll blog tomorrow, cos if I keep blogging here, then I won't get my work done. And I have heaps of work to do, man, farout. Have fun tomorrow, it's a Friday, then it'll be the weekends and we can, er, go on msn and watch One Tree Hill. For the whole day. LOL :D.

· 250709 You know you love me, XOXO

So! I thought, since I didn't blog on the 23rd, maybe I can blog again today. Cos like, I don't want to be the one who blogs heaps of times a day. Well, I wouldn't mind doing it, but since I'm adding the date on my posts, you'll see heaps for the same day, which isn't pretty in my archives, now is it :P.

THIS IS GENEVIEVE

ONE/ IF I SAY 'BYE' TO YOU ON MSN WITHOUT ANY EMOTICONS OR ANYTHING, IT PROBABLY MEANS I'M PISSED AT YOU. Or pissed at someone/something. Or sad. Basically, not in a good mood, hahaha. But if I say, like, 'BAII' or something enthusiastic like that, then you're okay, I'm not pissed, haha. I say 'Ttyls' instead of saying Bye. Bye sounds so .. cutting, like you're not gonna see them again, or something. Kinda. But I always say 'Ttyls', cos boi, I'll talk to you later ;).

TWO/ FOR THE FIRST WEEK OF THESE HOLIDAYS, I WAS DETERMINED TO GET A STOMACH LIKE A CHEERLEADER, LIKE FULL ON EPIC EPIC EPIC FLAT, so I did my sit ups and everything everyday, did it everyday for a little before the holidays until around the 20th. Then I gave up LOL, but it's still kinda there. Like, I didn't get it epic epic epic flat, but it's still flat. Yay for G.

THREE/ LAST TERM, I STAYED UP TILL 3AM ON A SCHOOL DAY BECAUSE I WAS TALKING TO STRANGERS ON OMEGLE.COM.

FOUR/ I MISS YOU, BOI.

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· With Added Vitamic C!

1 I eat Butter Menthol even when I'm not sick, and I only buy the box ones, not the roll ones.

2 If you go through my phone contacts, it looks like I have no social life outside school.

3 My bed hair, after sleeping with wet hair, is like freakin' crazy shit. I'll have to post up a photo one day. I was meant to do that a while ago, actually, but never did.

4 I really don't like Genvin's hair, and how he wears his clothes.

5 I have never even been inside Guess in Livo Westfields.

6 I want to get into Vanessa's pants. LOLL.

7 All Time Low are so cute in their Poppin' Champagne video ♥♥♥.

8 Shit, my elbow is really bony. Like, it's at a casual, bent angle, and I'm like feeling around the elbow part and whoa man, so bony LOL.

9 I killed Mufasa.

10 Dumbo is like the saddest movie ever. Well like, not full sad, but it's really sad. And I almost cried once watching Finding Nemo. Farout, LOL.

*Note to self: Sell chucks

Size 6 Mens / 8 Womens

Design Oh, it's actually quite cute, LOL, I'll post some photos of it later. Like tomorrow

Note I think, pretty sure, that I've taken the laces out and put them in my old chucks. Pretty sure. So if you'll have to get other lacesss. Man, these chucks were mad, cos they were too big for me so I could slip them on and shit, that was so mad LOL. But they make me feel like a man, LOLLL.

· what kind of gay bitch are you

Yesterday: Friday, 22nd May, 2009
Yesterday was so fun, and it turned out to be like, full bludge ^^.

So I went to school, late train and everything, Yvy had a fight with her mum, and when she got to the station I thought she was sick, and I'm like, Whoa, you're so sick, and then people were like looking at her I'm like Omg LOL. First two periods, I had PE, and I didn't bring a hat so I had to borrow Avi's, haha. We got changed and everything, and Mr Hughes was like, Aye you guys wanna do more athletics stuff, or go into the dance studio and watch a movie? Cos we were with the year 10 class as well, cos they didn't have a teacher. So for the first two periods, we just watched stupid videos of people breaking their legs or falling and shit in sport. Like, those really stupid vids you find on Youtube LOL. Did that for two periods. 

Then Zone Cross Country! :D. So it was me, Allen, Veronica, Lawrence, George and Luke, and Alvin, Joseph and Clement were there but they were really joining in the conversation. And it was all raining and everything, and Lawrence is like, Oh crap, someone go with me to get my bag, so I had to go with him, and it was all raining and I was like soaked, and it was soo cold. And we moved our bags to the shed, and the races began. Veronica was late to the race! :O. She went to put her jersey down, and the race started without her, and we were at like the dairy when she started. She did good, though. So yeah, it was all wet but not raining, and there waud and everything. I started walking at some place in the farm. There was this part when there was like this huuge puddle and the water came up to like, around your ankles if you just stood in it. Like, as high as my Adidases. So we had to go through that, and everyones shoes and socks got wet. It was pretty fun and everything, though. I love Cross Country :D. And all the guys ran past me, at some point during the race, it was like, Lawrence then George then Allen and Luke and near the end Alvin Chung beat me too LOL. I tried sprinting at the end to beat this girl but she wasn't in my race, and I didn't beat her anyway LOL. I ended up coming 5th ^^. And I caught up with other people to ask what they got. But I don't really remember what everyone got, LOL. 

George - 2nd Katrina - 1st Amannda or Amanda - 1st Drina - 6th Amannda or Amanda - 5th

Allen got like 8th or something Veronica - 14th Lawrence got like 14th or 15th or 17th Alvin got like 15th I think?

And that's all I remember LOL.

Everyone's legs and shoes and back were all muddy and gross, and Allen took his shoes off. And then people were playing basketball, and I walked around and found Danica. And she had to go to maths, and so I walked past her maths room, and I was gonna go to my locker but forgot that I didn't have the key LOL, so I walked (full slowly and everything, cos I'm cool like that) past A2, C and B1. And B1 weren't in yet, so Vanessa's like, What'd you come? And I'm like, 5th man :D, and she did that thing that happens in movies when the guy spins the girl around LOL but this was Vanessa and me, and it felt weird cos I can feel like gravity and shit, and I might've hit someone and my legs were all muddy and gross and shit. And then they went into class, so yeah, I walked back to the oval. 

Thought I lost my bag, but it was in the sports shed. Went to the sportshed and hung around there for a bit, with Andy and Annie and Sophiea and stuff. And we were just talking and stuff, and Sophiea wanted a sausage sizzle and she didn't have money so I'm like, Oh my wallets in my locker so we all went out, and they stayed at the bball courts and I went to get my wallet (walking all slow). And I like, had opened my bottle of Red Bull, and I'm walking all slow, look like a frkn drugged kient LOL. Gave Sophiea/Andy money. Sophiea's so like, excited all the time LOL. Blah blah, got my ass wet from sitting on the grass, changed clothes, washed my legs, saw Andy, had some sausage sizzle and went back to my group. Went library, taught Yvy, Jacqueline and Liza some maths stuff. 

Maths test was alright. I got one wrong already, though, cos I put the answer as an improper fraction, not a mixed numeral. Pretty sure I did okay for the rest, though. When I told Grace about what I got wrong, she was like, AHHH FUCKKK, and was full swearing and hit Vanessa's bag LOLL. 

After exam, went to Geo but didn't do work cos Ms Campbell was like, I'll just say you got back too late to do anything, so we just hung around.

I think I had a fever last night, but I'm not sure if I have it anymore. My parents were gonna take me to the doctors today, just in case I might have swine flu LOL, but I didn't end up going. Oh wait, my mum's decided that I have to go. Arrgh. I haven't studied, and I don't have my history textbook. Fuuck TT".

This morning, I was showering and I was thinking, I should blog about weird shit about me, so people know me better, so I've decided to do that, until I get bored and decide to actually publish the edit :P.

This is Genevieve
1 I didn't know what a hickey was till like this year or last year.

2 I can't paint the nails on my right hand without shaking too much.

3 LOL, KM DRY HUMPS BOYS WITH ALDRICH ROFL. 
4 I don't like one of my dogs, cos everytime I go to pat it, it rolls over on its back and makes me scratch it, but I don't, and try to turn him over again but he's really fat so it doesn't do anything, and he just growls at me LOL.
5 I make sure I don't fall over so my legs don't get scars
6 The only scars and shit I get, are from my cat but they don't even leave scars, cos they're just really thin lines LOL. 
7 Mm, snakes
8 This one time, me and Yvy were on the bus and the rest of the bus was all quiet, and we were just talking and laughing loudly, about inbred children LOL. 
9 I love underwear shopping. Like, seriously. 

10 I've only taken caps twice, ever.

Saturday, 23rd May, 2009