I was eating dinner just before, and it was a kind of dodgy dinner because my dad just cooked a steak and that's all I actually had. A piece of cooked steak that was seasoned with what I think was like just some pepper. I only ended up eating half, and sat or stood around the kitchen sipping a glass of iced soda water for the rest of the hour. I have no idea why I decided to drink iced soda water. But right now, I just really wish I had the time to do nothing. I've been stressed with assignments since last week. My skin has gone really bad. It's terrible and makes me want to cry. But I really wish I just had the time to sit and do nothing, or think about stuff, or lie down on my bed and listen to my iPod, since I honestly haven't done that in a while now. I don't want to nap after school because I know it's a waste of time. I've been sleeping so much earlier than usual because I guess I've just tired out faster lately, and these cold winter mornings aren't making me want to get out of bed. I don't trust myself with the alarm on my phone anymore because I don't think it'll wake me up.
I need to be more organised. I can't wait till tomorrow, after Truong, and I won't have as much to stress about. I have to write half yearly notes of course, but I'm not going to get much progress done on Friday night, I'm pretty sure, unless I write my notes out. Which I might do.
I don't know if you want to see me or talk to me right now.