Why so studious?

Sorry I haven't been posting! :( This first week of exams have been stressful, but I know they're not worth it. The year 12's would say it's just just year 10, and I know it is. I also know that if I don't study, I'm not going to get anywhere and I'll fail all my exams = sad Genevieve. Also, good luck to all the year 12's for HSC! You'll all be fine, such a smart crew. :o As for year 10 exams, we've done 6 already -- so fast -- which is why I haven't been blogging much. Next week, we'll have around 4-5 exams (depends on how you wanna count it), and only 2-3 of them will act as our yearlies. I don't know anything, so I'm going to have to study my ass off. Well, not really because it's only year 10, right? Ugh, I don't know.

Playing Super Mario. God damn, I need to beat this score, and get Mario closer to the end of finishing the whole game!

If anyone was wondering, then as for the whole piercing plan thing I was all excited over, I didn't end up asking my parents. I know, I'm so stupid right? :C Full stressed over it and everything, trying to decide which piercing to ask for, stressing because I wasn't sure if I'd even be able to get because I'm not the brightest kid .. How embarrassing. Things were a bit awkward between my parents, before, so I didn't end up asking .. I still want a piercing -- something -- but I guess now's not the time? :(

So much stress. I don't even know if I'm going to get good marks. I got 74/80 for the maths exam, which was pretty cool cuz I thought I was going to get 6 wrong and I actually did. It calculates to 93.5% and I'm glad I got over 90%, but I didn't actually set a goal for myself so yeah, LOL. I should be happy, it was such a hard test! :o I realised that over the holidays, my room had changed a lot --





I put these up when I was feeling like a piece of balls and totally unmotivated to study or when I was just getting really stressed out. And I've been writing stuff in eyeliner or black pen on the back of my hand, like prove them wrong and keep going and stuff like that. :D



Om nom nom, my mum bought all these lollies for Genvin, because he said he felt like gummy lollies. I haven't had dinosaurs in ages, but orange lollies make my face feel hot with the citrus. :S



For a while, I collected the little tags you get when you buy bread, hoping I could make something art-y out of them. I hope I'll be able to use them, one day. And I'm still looking for one with my birthdate! :o Some of these are from a while ago, though, like 2004.

And my lovely UO shoes! I am so in love with these shoes, and I'm so so glad I decided to buy them! They're getting dirty, though. :'(! I've only worn them out a couple of times, and the soles are getting a bit scuffed. But that's because they were soo polished and shiny when I first bought them -- why would you want shiny soles, anyway? They're shoes, you're going to be walking in them. :I You can also see how messy my table is, my two boxes of Collon and my door (with all the photos on it). Oh, and part of my Rice wristband. :p

Oh, the Australian dollar has been rising and now we're almost the same as the US! :o We actually beat them and were higher than them for like a few hours this morning, at something like 1.0005 overnight, but dropped back down again at 3am. Point is: now is a really, really good time to go online shopping! :D



My birthday Pocky! Nick bought it for me ages ago, but I never opened it until this week, when I was dying for something sweet. I still have around half the pack left, cuz I keep it fresh by clipping the top with a bullclip so no air can get out. I like this photo.

And wow, I'm wearing black nail polish -- all black! I haven't done that in so long, you have no idea. :)

After Truong maths/before Truong English today, me, Wendy and Grace went to this Asian supermarket that I'd walked past so many times but never been into. Finally, I went in and what do I find? Cheaper (Australian) Pocky, Collon and green tea! Wtf man, I walked around the whole fricken Canley Heights area almost, once, looking for fricken jasmine green tea when I was on a lunch break once, and all along, they had it in the closest supermarket, for $1.70. TT And they have all this nice Pocky, like different flavours and stuff, and they had heaps of Collon! All for cheaper than you'd find it in Cabramatta (or the same). :o Must buy, must buy.

Oh! I totally forgot, but I finally bought this navy blazer from Salvo's. I'd been eyeing it since around 2 or 3 weeks ago, but only bought it today. It's a size 5/6 which is perfect, and I'd been wanting a navy blazer for aages. Only this blazer, it feels a bit boxy and it still has the shoulder pads in it. And I don't wanna take them out, because I'd have to rip into the inside lining and I'd probably not know what to do after I'd taken them out. Or, I could ask my aunt if she could take them out, and maybe sew it in for me a bit. I probably won't, though. :C And there was a shirt for sale, it would've been $4 but I forgot to buy it! But it was size 18, and even wearing it as an oversized overshirt would be a bit too much. :p

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Source: Nicole Lee

Giant annoying bangs and pain in the ass who makes me want to die. That's how crap I feel. Not the giant annoying bangs part but yeah. :I So like I just went to Truong and English with my new classes and oh my gosh, it was so bad. :( I don't respond to In, and Sir's full calling me and I don't even know. And then I was full like stuttering and now everyone thinks I'm dumb. :( Stupid A class, why is everyone so smart. This is gonna be like kinda hard, and I'm confused already about the inequality question. Ugh, I hate this. English was alright, but with the writing task, I probs wrote less than 100 words, so the teacher's gonna think I'm dumb now. But I said I was bad at thinking of stuff on the spot, so maybe she'll be like, Oh okay, that's true, she didn't even write 100 words and she crossed out heaps of stuff, she knows where she's crap at English. So yeah. :I

I also decided to tag my blogs with random stuff as well, like what people do on Tumblr. LOL.

I went to Access youth group last night. It was intense. :s And I guess I'm like just more confused about things now. It was fun in the car ride home though. :p And after Nick arrived at my house, he came in and we just sat in the kitchen and ate all this stuff. I love pasta salad.

I picked up the new catalogue from Dotti and I really like the shorts that the model is wearing on the cover, and one of the skirts there. Too bad I owe Grace like $9 and owe Quoc US$40. And I owe my mum like $25 or $20. Ughh.

I remember how Miss Dang said that she used to read our blogs. I wonder if she still does. We saw her today. :p But oh gosh, I'm so screwed for Truong.

Source: Hello Naomi

SO CUTE. I wish I could make the cupcakes and things she does.

What to do?

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Oh gosh, I hate it how I can't upload anymore photos onto Flickr this month! I took all these photos from when I bought glitter, but the lighting was bad so I edited them. But at the time I was editing them, I was uploading more photos and I ended up using all of my space this month. HOW ANNOYING! :( I just had this pretty cool idea, but should I bring my DSLR on Country Fair? I seriously can't take good photos with those small digital cameras. I really wish the Canon could work without the stupid battery pack thingo attached to it, cuz it's so much chunkier and bigger like that. If it works without the battery pack then okay, I'll bring it. :D I looked at Rosa (in year 11)'s DSLR today, it's so pretty! I'm so used to the small screen on the 350D and her one looked so big! :( And Eugene comes along, poking at my eyelids and telling me I'm holding the camera wrong, HAHA. I can hold it however I want, nigga. >:D LOL.

Grrrr! I am really, really poor right now. You wouldn't think that a month ago, I was at like the prime of my rich-ness, LOL, I full had money that I could spend without feeling guilty, which is really unusual for me. Anyway, so now I'm down to my silver coins but I think I saw a $2 coin somewhere but I'm not sure. But it kinda sucks cuz I didn't get last week's or this week's allowance, and two weeks before last week, I didn't get my allowance either. ;__; So fml, I don't know what I'm going to do on Saturday (CF and Mitchell's party). :o Anndd since I have no money right now, I can't even buy cheap stuff. Cheap stuff or stuff that's on sale. I don't know how this happened as well, but I lost my black, canvas lace-ups. ;__; No idea how that happened, seriously, but I know I had them at Zone Athletics and I don't have them anymore. Idk man, it's so weird but I really wish I had them. :( Okay, but since I know Rabens and all those canvas shoes that look similar suck, so I've been telling myself that Rabens = Chucks on eBay - $4. Cuz Chucks on eBay are $24 with free shipping. So I've decided that I shouldn't buy Rabens but I don't even have the money right now to buy Chucks on eBay, even though they're $24. And I don't have money to buy Rabens, either. Not now, anyway.

I was going to withdraw $20 out of my bank account so I could buy a cup of this Asian jelly. It's so nice, it tastes like aloe vera but it's really, really good. But I didn't end up withdrawing, cuz I had to catch the stupid 804.

Oh, Country Fair = Setting up the art rooms for the art exhibition! I realised that almost none of my works turned out the way I wanted them to .. Except for like one, but I don't like it too much. I didn't send my crime photo to the teacher even though I did it, I didn't do the teapot the way I planned it, I didn't finish my oil painting, didn't finish my tonal sketch, and I don't like any of the 6 pieces of work that we had to do for the Portrait unit. Or something about portraits, but the six art challenges I was stressing over a few months ago. So Country Fair is going to make me look like a really crappy art student, but okay whatever, I love art! :D Art is such a bludge, all we do is talk about K-Pop and tease Clement. LOL. :p

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Hmm, this post isn't really about anything in particular. I was just thinking, before, that I should probably use my Twitter. I haven't posted anything on it since like 3 months ago or something and I know that I can't be bothered to activate it and use it a lot (even though I never did), again .. But sometimes I just think about stupid crap that I could put on my blog but it's just stupid stuff that'd be like 3 sentences long, max. LOL.

Oh my gosh, I just found this girl who has really pretty circle lenses. They're grey, but they look so much nicer than the GEO ones and the black edge around hers is thinner. Wtf she's so pretty and her boobs look friggen huge. Js, LOL. And she's taken. But omg she's soo pretty, and her legs are long and pale, and her contacts are nice, her hair's nice, her skin's nice, her clothes are cute. And her face is so pretty and cute. And does she have a tragus piercing? And helix? Farout, why is she so fucking pretty and badass for. FML. Ugh, I hate people like that. Me and Yvy were just talking about it today, but oh my gosh, so jealous of people who are hot and smart and party. Like seriously, FML. :C

SHE'S SO EFFING CUTE AND PRETTY, FAEYFIEUREFHODUASR YHOWHRUIOEYRUOWYR!!!!!! :'C :'C :'C!!!

/rant Kk time to do some maths.

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My computer's being such a lag! Anyway, I don't think I'm going to upload a photo for the previous post cuz I just don't want to and can't be bothered but oh, maybe I will. Anyway, I bought a box of fundraiser chocolates off Jordan on Monday and I got most of it sold yesterday and finished the box today .. Well I ate the last one cuz it's a bit weird to ask someone for chocolate and they only have one left lol, but Idek maybe people wouldn't mind but I personally think it's a bit weird. I still have some people owing me some money, so if anyone owes me then can they please pay up ASAP cuz I have some stuff to do/buy before Friday, and Wednesday's looking like the only day I can go out to Westfields. :s

Some people have been wondering why I've been selling chocolate. It's not like I'm fundraising or anything for a charity. :s Some people think I'm selling it for Grace, since she was selling as well, but as if I would sell for her when I could sell for myself LOL. :I Nah, I'm just selling cuz I'm really poor right now and heaps of things are coming up. :s

Shit that I have to go to/pay for:

5/08 Regional Athletics ($5 + travel)

6/08 Important present for someone ($not sure but a lot kinda)

ASAP Phone bill ($40-$60)

10/08 Christie's present ($not sure)

12/08 Liza's present ($not sure)

14/08 Christie's birthday ($23 + travel)

14+21/08 RICE Early Bird ticket ($25 + travel)

28/08 Country Fair

But going to things like RICE is going to cost money getting to and from there, and I'll have to add the cost of eating and shit. Ugh, this probably makes me look really bad cuz I'm using the money I'm getting from people who buy my chocolate to fund for my friends' birthday presents and for me to go out. But ever since two weeks ago, when I got 2 weeks' worth of allowance, things have been really crap. I spent a whole week's allowance on just one day, to buy food. Not that I went to a restaurant to eat -- I just bought pasta, prawns (LOL), jelly and cheesecake. The other week's worth of allowance, I used to pay off my debts. I'd been owing Angela $15 for at least a month and owed Emily from when I borrowed $10 to buy a train ticket. Since school started, all this shit has come up and I've been fucking pwned.

I feel bad for borrowing clothes off people. :s Why do we always go out and have dress codes that I can't dress properly for. Why are my clothes so summer-y. I also lost my pair of black lace-up canvas shoes. No idea how the fuck I could lose them but I don't know where they are. I swear, they're not in my room and not in my locker. I had them last term, though! So that sucks. :I

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NO PICTURE CUZ IM UPLOADING ONE TOMORROW OR WHENEVER.

I was just talking to my sister about how much I miss summer. And yes, I fucking miss it heaps. Anyway, it's 11:49pm and I think my dad thinks I'm asleep, so I shouldn't blog for too long. I finished my English practice letter and wrote it out, made sure it'll be done within 20 minutes so I guess I'm good to go. I guess what's bad about my letter is that I wrote more about how the speeches enhanced my understanding of the fricken world and life, rather than the book. Oh but whatever, hopefully I still get good marks. Cuz I really hope I do good in this, lol. I didn't really look over for maths so I really should .. Maybe after this and tomorrow morning.

I have to buy chocolate off Jordan Kerr to sell. Only I'm too scared to withdraw $50 out of an ATM in the morning cuz I'm scared of getting kidnapped. Fucking kidnappers and shit make my fucking life shit. LOL. Sorry but seriously man, I miss how I used to be able to walk around Livo in the morning, with a nice iced coffee in the sunshine and it'd be all nice weather and less chance of being kidnapped, almost 0% fear of being kidnapped and shit. Farout.

Anyway, yesterday I volunteered to help out at the school with the students that wanna come to our school next year. Like they did the test yesterday. It was fun! :D Only we didn't really have to do anything so we were just talking about what to wear and how to do our makeup and getting ready for Jacqueline's and just stuff like that, LOL. :D The weather was really nice yesterday, even though it was a little windy .. Fucking, the wind blew this fricken hug bug onto my shirt and I was like UAWIREUEITFUYPOEIWUFIPUGYO!! SHIT LOL and it was on my tie and I shook it off only it got onto my shirt and I freaked out but yeah I shook it off. Farout. :(

After we finished helping out at school we went to Sophia's house. Like, me and Yvy went. We drove Angela home, though, and her house is nice. And yay, I finally have 1 proper gold level point (+2 on Thursday when I get my ass pwned at regional athletics)! Anyway, so we were driving out of the school and these curries overtook us in the car thingo when they COULD'VE given way to us but noo they didn't want to, and Yvy was like, Bloody curries and we're like, You know the window's down, right? And she's like OH SHIT and winded up the window, LOL. It was so funny, cuz the traffic was moving just so slowly and there were people outside that could probably have heard her.

Anyway, when we got to Sophia's, we just hung around and did our makeup and stuff and I finished early, but it took ages for Yvy and Kristina (who came later) to get their false lashes on. But um yeah so I finished early lol. Cuz I didn't wear false lashes. I borrowed this top off Sophia, too, and I have to give it back to her tomorrow. Yeah so I was wondering if I should borrow Sophia's heels or not but then when we were almost done and stuff and I tried them on and was deciding if I should or not, I stood next to Yvy who wasn't wearing heels/wasn't going to and she fricken had to look up to talk to me LOL so I was like, Kk maybe not then. But I wish I did, LOL, they make my legs look so skinny and .. nice. :D Kk well I liked them.

We were scared we were gonna be late but we weren't, but we were the last ones to get there. And it was a really fun night only we might've pissed off the waiters and stuff, but the drinks there were really nice and they had outdoor heaters so it wasn't cold or anything. At some points, I borrowed Jenny's heels cuz she wanted my flats and woo, finally, as tall as everyone else. I soo wanna get heels, seriously, but my parents don't let so that really sucks. The food was good, the drinks were good, heaps of photos, everyone looked good, I look so weird in photos farout, it's so hard for me to take good photos (of myself) now, that really sucks. LOL. But it was a really good night! :D I can't wait till people upload their photos.

AND JACQUELINE WAS SURPRISED, WHICH WAS GOOD.

And apparently I give good hugs? Like HEO YEAH MAN, I love it when people say that, cuz it's either like, Oh yay you give the best hugs or like, Bro you're so skinny, there's nothing to hug. So yeah, LOL. :p GONNA GO STUDY MATHS AND TALK ON THE PHONE AND EAT SKY FLAKES AND THEN SLEEP.

And I also haven't really done shit for ag. I was fucking meant to get photos but I didn't, ahh shit! Maybe I'll work more on the words and shit and me and Vanessa can get photos later. 'Leave the creative part to you', LOL it's just getting photos man, calm down, I'd probably be too anal about what photos to choose and everything so it's probably better if someone else does it, cuz I'm gonna either get really annoyed and end up wanting to draw my own pictures. AND THAT'S NOT A GOOD IDEA, CUZ THAT'S GONNA PISS ME OFF AND TAKE AGES. SO IF VANESSA READS THIS THEN YOU CAN GET PICTURES TOO, I DIDN'T EVEN GET THE RAGE FACE LOL.

Oh wait but no one has a laptop tomorrow. Fuck.

OH YEAH AND WE HAD THIS RAP FOR JACQUELINE, PRESENTED BY YVY AND SOPHIEA, IT WAS SO BAD BUT YEAH GTG WILL TALK ABOUT IT MORE ANOTHER TIME LOL SRY.

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Going Livo for latenight tonight, and fuck, I have to read Of Mice and Men and 15 long answer questions to hand in on Friday?!?

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I'm sorry but someone on Formspring really pissed me off.

Honestly, you're not poor. You just spend alot of money on superficial items such as pricey clothing and occasionally makeup while everyone else manages to keep a budget and only pamper ourselves once is a while. Just..save up your $50, it'll be a start

Farout. I don't even fucking buy make up and the only money I spend on myself is on coffee, chocolate or like small things. LIKE FRICKEN BOBBY PINS. Last piece of clothing I bought for myself was in like fucking April, but that's cuz fucking Supre vouchers are invalid after 6 months, bro it was $25. TT Farout, I don't fucking pamper myself. I fucking buy presents for friends, not my fucking self, farout seriously that's just pissed me off no jk.

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Kk guys, I need your help.

FUCKING GOOGLE CHROME. Lol I normally wouldn't say that. Anyway, I really wish I was at subject selection night. Oh, and Google Chrome just crashed on me, farout. Anyway, I really wish I was there @ Subject Selection Night, but like 2 nights ago, my mum was like, Oh nyo, you're not going, you're sick, you know what you're gonna do anyway and I have a doctor's appointment, so nuh-uh, you can't tell me nuthin'. LOL. ANYWAY, but it mega sucks, cuz like for the past few days at home, I've been thinking about taking 13 units. :'( But I don't know what I'm going to do, and I just figured out another problem with that.

3u maths

2u advanced English

2u PE

2u chem

2u bio

1u photography (to make up the extra unit required)

That was like, my plan. And I had it all sorted out and everything. And now I've been toying with the idea of taking up another 2 unit subject instead of stupid 1 unit photography. I remember last time there was a subject selection evening, though, it didn't really make a difference to what I ended up choosing. But that's also cuz I had Genvin telling me that year 9 and 10 electives did not matter.

.. Thanks. :0 LOL. So now I'm thinking:

Instead of 1 unit photography → 2 unit art (?)

I usually get heaps of stress from art, and if I don't like the work I'm doing then I'll usually procrastinate like no tomorrow, do everything in the last minute and it'll be shit, or not finishing my work. But, if I like what I'm doing then I'll usually put a lot more effort into it but I still might procrastinate a lot and end up having to stay up late. But art is fun, and I've really come to like my art class and Miss Ross. :D

But then I was thinking, why art? Cuz I realised that art is actually pretty cool, when I like what I'm doing. But that's kinda risky; what if I don't like what I'm doing, and end up regretting choosing art. :0 Year 11 and 12 art is kinda different, though, I think. I'm pretty sure you'd have more freedom with the stuff you do. We pretty much do whatever we want in art right now, lol, or we have been for this year. Bro, Lisa even got like a whole new canvas and started her oil painting again. So I'd wanna do art cuz it's fun. :D

But then I realised that I do good in ag, and I was considering doing ag like a while ago, way before I thought about doing chem and stuff. So shit, bro:

Instead of 1 unit photography → 2 unit ag (?)

I usually do good in ag. I don't really care too much about the pracs, but it's not like I'm one of those girls that full scream and are scared of the animals. Ag should be okay, but so far it's just a lot of remembering stuff and recalling procedures from experiences and stuff. Oh and labelling stuff, haha. But umm, like I usually do good in ag exams and I get good marks for assignments, but it's not too fun, like I think art is more fun than ag.

Cuz ag, chem and bio are related? That's what my dad just said, lol, but bio and ag should be kinda related, right? And I do good in ag, like every year except for year 7 cuz I didn't exactly study .. at all in year 7, LOL = 52% for science, LOL. The reasons why I would do ag is cuz I do good in ag, but I heard last year's HSC exam for ag was hard. But that's not really it, like, I don't really see myself doing ag as a HSC subject, but oh well, whatever.

Okay so basically, I don't know if I should do

2u agriculture

(subject where I do usually do good at, like 85%+, but omg I thought it was so cool this year that I studied the day before and got 90% lol sry I love saying that though)

or 2u art

(subject where I do good I guess if I put effort into it, and I'll only put effort into it if I like what I'm doing, but I think year 11/12 shouldn't be a question of if I don't like what I'm doing cuz there's heaps of freedom but I really suck at painting portraits, lol).

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So fucking stressed like omg so joke.

• Finish English visual/audio adaptation of Macbeth (28/05)
• Finish English 500-650 word justification for Macbeth adaptation (28/05)
• Bring art oil painting and oil paints home
  
• Finish Truong homework (28/05)
• Art Exploration Challenge 1: collect photos, print and assemble onto sheet
  
• Art Exploration Challenge 3: sketch portrait
• Art Exploration Challenge 4: arrange thingo into a grid and photograph
  
• Art Exploration Challenge 5: sketches of the human anatomy
• Art Exploration Challenge 6: photoshoot representing alternate personalities
• Finish art tonal sketch
• Finish art oil painting
• Study for Truong test (28/05)
• Study for maths topic test (28/05)

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So far, since the end of term 1, things with school have been pretty sucky for me. During the holidays, I had to do my commerce, history, geography and art assignment. After all that was done, I had to stress about exams and write study notes and study them only days before the exam date. After that, I thought things would've been a lot eased, but I have an English assignment due in 9 days and I pretty much everything we've been doing since term 1 in art (tonal portrait, oil painting, 6 art challenges, triptych based on our completed art challenges and all the theory work) is due in around 2 weeks, on the 1st of June. I haven't started my English assignment, I have to do Truong homework and I haven't completed any of my work for art, not even one challenge. Avi and George are having a black and white themed party on Saturday. What the fuck am I doing, oh my gosh.

Things to do on Thursday -

• Ortho at 3:50pm
• Check Spotlight for stuff I need for art assignment
• Finish Truong homework (if not completed)
• Register for Moodle
• Work on something for art

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Maths HY exam - Art major HY exam

Omg man, I really hope I did alright for maths and art. It'd be soo cool if I could get 100% in my maths exam, omg, and in art, I hope I get above 85%. :S That's only like 3 marks off, or something, though. Oh wait, no, what am I talking about, it's like between 3 and 4 marks off, yeah. English is tomorrow, and I should rewrite my story. Omg, during the maths exam, I full had Y.O.U. by SHINee stuck in my head, and the 3rd question in the 3rd part (Idk how I remember this) .. Idk, but everyone got a different answer to me, I think! :0 So Idkkkk. We had Mahfouz for art, and whne he walked out of the room for a bit we were all like, OH MY GOD WHAT DO YOU PUT FOR #? LOL. Everyone was making stuff up, I guess, so I hope I did okay?

Full can't wait until the end of this week. Nick should come over on Saturday, and Grace was talking about people coming over to watch The Lion King on Sunday. :D And then it'll be full on stress-less, and everything would be okay. I can also go shopping.

I hope things are gonna be okay. :s Time to studyyy.

Oh, it was Jordan Kerr's birthday today, and in English, he said, It's my birthday today, and I said, No it's not? And uh, yeah turns out it was. LOL. :o Happy birthday, Jordan! 16 already? Bro, I'm still 14 .. LOL.

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Tuesday, 11th May

• Maths HY (40 minutes)
• Art major HY (40 minutes)
• Refine and look over English Silver short story
• Start ag and history notes

Wednesday, 12th May

• English HY (80 minutes)
• Study science notes
• Study commerce notes
• Start on geography notes
• Work on ag and history notes

Thursday, 13th May

• Science HY (40 minutes)
• Commerce minor HY (40 minutes)
• Finish ag, history and geography notes and study them

Friday, 14th May

• Ag HY (40 minutes)
• HSIE HY (80 minutes)

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Yesterday was Mother's Day, and we had a picnic, and I didn't study that much. But I planned this mad surprise for Nick. LOL. :D And he really liked it and he was really cute. Omg so non-calc. exam was today, and me, Grace, Wendy and Vivian got 100%! :D It was soo like .. when we marked it I was so worried I wrote something wrong. :( And Karen Soo's test was like just mega mega neat and 'calm' and everything, omfg, mine was full messy and shit LOL. Um, so yeah, that was good, but tomorrow is maths and art .. :s I hope art isn't too bad. I'm skipping English tutor again, to study, so I really hope I do okay.

And I should be looking up a portrait to do for art. I really hope it's not hard. :o

Omg. Um. Y.O.U. and One For Me by SHINee are like reaaally good. :D:D

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Why do I even blog everyday. :o Lol. Everyday is becoming so boring and I've been getting tired pretty easily. Lol, this is like the first picture on my blog in a while that's not something to do with K-Pop (I think). Anyway, so every day, I've been waking up wishing I could sleep for just a bit more, going on the bus, school and then bus it home, getting home at 4:20pm. When I get home, I turn the computer on and make something to eat. I log into MSN and put my status as busy and change my personal message to study and open Google Chrome. I make a new table for Blogger, then Tumblr, then Formspring, and always in that order. I blog here, find a picture from Tumblr and then answer my Formspring. Then I get to work. I write notes and stuff until dinner time, which is around 7pm. I eat dinner and watch Masterchef. :D Then at around 8:30pm or 9pm, we wash the dishes, and after that, I either don't do any more work for the rest of the day and talk on the phone, or get back to the computer and work but talk at the same time so I don't know how much work I end up getting, but I still get some work done, and I do that until around 11pm. I finish showering at 11:20pm. Then I phone until I sleep, which, lately, has been around 1pm or 2pm max. :o This is like my every day for the past few days.

Finally got our fucking exam timetable this morning, when the exams are next week. Only for one week. Only non-calc. on Monday, but Tuesday-Thursday have 2 exams per day, Friday has 3. When I looked at the exam timetable, I didn't get as stressed and kind of felt a bit not as serious towards studying anymore. Anyway, English is on Wednesday, 80 minutes, and there's not really a way to study for it .. I fucking hate English. Why would I consider doing extension, oh my gosh.

Nick visited after school again, and that was nice. Who else is meant to hug me and hold me so I'm warm. :o I missed the train by like a bit, few seconds, ughh, so annoying, but we went over the line and got food. :9 Um, we got off at Livo and stayed there until around 3:30pm, and my buses really suck right now and I get home at 4:2om, UGHHH. It takes me like 50 minutes to get home by bus, sometimes, because it lags there and I have to wait for it to come to the platform, it just stays there, farout. Anyway, time to study. It's almost 5pm, man, wth.

5:34pm

Omg, yesterday I downloaded The SHINee World by SHINee, and I'm listening to 그녀가 헤어졌다 (One For Me) cuz it was just the first song I clicked and omg .. I LOVE SHINEE. :D :D! THEY'RE SOOOO GOOD. OMG. LOL. Key sings so good, like my favourite voice from SHINee, so much better than Jonhyung. :D! So yeah, currently downloading:

1. 2009, Year Of Us (SHINee)

2. The First Mini Album (I think that's what it's called? SHINee)

3. HOT (Tae Yang)

4. Stand Up (Big Bang)

Loveeeeeeee.

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What the fuck man, we don't even have our commerce notification and Kearney said we'd get it today, and we don't even have our fucking exam timetable yet. WTF MAN. Nick visited today, and we hung around at Livo station until around 4pm, and I took the T-Way home. I'm glad he came today. :D

Full looks like him! :O I'm looking at beastistheb2st, and aw, B2ST are so cool. :D But yeah, full looking through their archive cuz I'm trying to find a photo of Hyunseung i.e. Bowlcut when he had a lip piercing but I just gave up. LOL. I think Hyunseung looks good here, Doojoon looks cute when he laughs at the end and aw, lol at his face here. I should be studying, ughh, I really need to finish science today, I only have to cover like 4 more dot points on the Examinable Dot Points sheet and then I'll be done! ^^ But I still have to study for other stuff, so yeah. Angela's offering her commerce and science notes, and I still need to write my fucking short story for English and stuff for ag and history. Fuck, I really hate short stories, omfg, fuck my life. >:0

7:21pm

Okay I'm getting annoyed with science, because I have 3 points before I cover everything on the stupid notification:

1. Students apply processes needed to calculate the value of metal in Australia coins, for example.

2. Students describe the impact of the mining, extraction, use and recycling of aluminium on ecosystems.

3. Students dicuss issues related to mining including the impacts on the environment (with specific examples) and the compensation of land owners (including indigenous people). Ref: Is it worth mining?" Focus 4 unit 2.2.

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Okay, so art assignment is a total of 14 parts, right, not including acquiring the portraits? I don't want to do cubism because it's so ugly, so, I'm not really that stressed out or anything, I guess, because I just finished question 4 and my analysis and everything for pop art. So, in conclusion, I have done 10/14 parts of the assignment. Wow, yay. :D And I might do something for cubism but I don't know. Yay, I'm not as stressed, and I just printed geography.

Tomorrow:

1. Maths assignment due (period 5).

2. Art assignment due (by the end of the day).

3. Geography assignment due (by the end of the day).

4. Cross Country (period 3 and 4).

5. Truong (6:35pm - 8:20pm).

Finished geography (it's not that good). Finished the majority of art, enough so that I'm happy. Finished enough for maths but I can do it tomorrow. I can also do Truong tomorrow. Wish me luck for cross country! I'm pretty psyched, and I really hope I do well! :D

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Aw I love these guys. Anyway, I should be doing art. What I really want to do tonight is just find a stupid pop art portrait and finish another third of my assignment. I would like to do at least a half-page about cubism (part 2a). Finding a portrait for cubism was annoying when I tried to before, and I don't particularly want to write a further 1 and 3/4 pages about it. Art is really kind of stressing me out, and on top of that, I have to finish question 5 in my maths assignment because I was reading it and I did it wrong, and then I have to do the 2009 HSC geometry question as an addition to the maths assignment, and I have Truong tomorrow and I'm not even halfway through my homework. I'm kind of annoyed that they haven't given out all of our half yearly notifications, because I really need them. Well, I don't really need them, but they would help so I would know what to write notes on, I guess. I think I'm typing/talking differently than I usually do on my blog. Oh well.

I was eating dinner just before, and it was a kind of dodgy dinner because my dad just cooked a steak and that's all I actually had. A piece of cooked steak that was seasoned with what I think was like just some pepper. I only ended up eating half, and sat or stood around the kitchen sipping a glass of iced soda water for the rest of the hour. I have no idea why I decided to drink iced soda water. But right now, I just really wish I had the time to do nothing. I've been stressed with assignments since last week. My skin has gone really bad. It's terrible and makes me want to cry. But I really wish I just had the time to sit and do nothing, or think about stuff, or lie down on my bed and listen to my iPod, since I honestly haven't done that in a while now. I don't want to nap after school because I know it's a waste of time. I've been sleeping so much earlier than usual because I guess I've just tired out faster lately, and these cold winter mornings aren't making me want to get out of bed. I don't trust myself with the alarm on my phone anymore because I don't think it'll wake me up.

I need to be more organised. I can't wait till tomorrow, after Truong, and I won't have as much to stress about. I have to write half yearly notes of course, but I'm not going to get much progress done on Friday night, I'm pretty sure, unless I write my notes out. Which I might do.

I don't know if you want to see me or talk to me right now.

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Well Miss Ross said today that if we wanted to get our assignments marked, then we should hand it on tomorrow, and that our assignment is based on what's in our half yearly exams. So I don't really plan to finish anymore, actually, but I should really try to do as much as I can. What I really want to do is to, at least, finish the Pop Art portrait and maybe do part a for Cubism. Cubism is just so, so ugly, and I don't want to do it. I've also done question 3, and I have yet to do question 4. I also just finished doing part a for Pop Art.

Cross Country is tomorrow and I really hope I do well. As in 2nd or 3rd. Hopefully second. But yesterday in sport, we were running up and down the field cuz we were playing soccer and I got tired from that, so it's not actually funny. :I

FML. :'( Oh, my sister's coming home tonight.

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I wish I was pretty.

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Ughhh, history assignment is mega pissing me off, and I said I was meant to finish it yesterday, but I didn't, but I got heaps of it done yesterday. All I have left to do is the Describe the experience of a post WWII migrant group and two more examples for the last question. But fricken, together those questions I haven't done are worth half the fricken idiot assignment. Farout, like it's really annoying me. I asked my dad about when he came over to Australia and I have like a whole fricken story, but is that what the teacher wants? Does he actually just want us to recount the whole story? Or does he want it to be like written in not as much detail or like .. Idk. Cuz wouldn't the experiences of some people be different to the other people's? The question is 7 fricken marks, omg, how the fuck a I meant to keep that shit up, fkn hell. And for the last question where you have to give three examples only, I've got one, and it's the removal of the White Australia Policy, and I'm not sure what other examples there are. :I Maybe I should just stop doing history for a bit or smth, but it's fucking annoying me and like I just wanna fucken get it done. Hopefully I get good marks for it, arghh.

I'm doing art challenge 2, finally, but I'm taking photos of a doll that's like doing the same thing as me. It's like, position a doll to show either significant events of your life to date or at least 10 events in your day. Bro, I haven't done shit all day, I've just been using my sister's wooden art doll-y thing where you position it into the position you want and sketch it and you're meant to use it as like a general idea of what the body is like. They're like wooden and you can move them and shit. Yeah so I used that and I only have 3 things I did, ughh. Farout. There's so much fucking work for art, Miss Ross is seriously slack for making us do like fucken 6 challenges and 3 essays. How the hell are you meant to come up with that much bs, LOL, for three fricken essays on three different portraits, and each essay/analysis is like more than a page long, cuz you're meant to write shit about the artist or smth. Farout. The only thing I've done for the art portraiture assignment is like, I answered the 3rd part but I haven't even finished that answer, kinda, it's just the question about cameras. And I don't know what the hell you're meant to write for the 4th question, why is portraiture still very important today.

I'm just gonna keep putting photos of Lee Eun Jin for my posts for a bit, cuz she's pretty, and like .. Idk, I cbb going on Tumblr lately. My net has been so shit lately, it's so annoying, and Genvin always downloads all this fucking shit just to download smth, like he's full, Omg what should I download, even though he fucken has nothing to download, and then he'll find other fricken music to get and like fkn there's so much shit on iTunes atm cuz of all his fkn shit, farout.

I woke up this morning and like mega badly felt like going Livo and getting ice cream and walking around and maybe shopping. I don't even have money at the moment, right now. I'm so poor it's not funny. I have birthday presents due next week and I don't know if I can get them anything in time. Fricken ruining my new year's resolution, to get people stuff before their birthday. FARRRR.

And Truong test yesterday, I messed up this question and it was soo fucking easy, farout, I hope I like aced everything else though LOL cuz I'm annoyed. T__T"

6:31pm

So I finally finished the 7 mark response for history and mine's kinda dodgy but I don't really wanna keep doing it. I'm gonna leave it like that, cuz I'm not sure what else I'm supposed to write for the last question, so I'll ask some people when I get back to school. I have to do some more stuff for art! I have like .. 2 more photos than the last time I blogged, but I think that's only 5 things anyway. Maybe I'll take more photos later, hopefully I do. That's an easy art task done, gosh, lol, I was full procrastinating. :I

And guys, guys, I finally tweeted on Twitter! I didn't even know my URL, LOL.