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To ______,

What are you doing? You're throwing your future away, and knowing you, it was promising. You've had ups and downs in your life, and sometimes, things don't seem to turn out that well for you. But really, what's going on. You know you shouldn't be doing this to yourself, and I don't see why you do these things. I don't want to lecture you or anything, but you've changed so much, and I hadn't really realised.

To ______,

If you're going to talk to me, then don't be a bullshitter. Don't be the fake you've been throught the majority of our friendship. And sometimes, your lies are so unbelievable. Do you honestly think I'd believe that crap? Sorry, but just be who you are. Be a person. Don't just be a liar who wants to seem like they're just so social, and so loved by everyone.

To ________,

I don't know if I'll give up on you. Like I'm really unsure of what to do, right now, about it. But when the time comes, I don't think I'll do it. I really don't think I'll let go. Cos, if I do go through with this and give up on you, I'll just wonder what things would be like if they'd gone differently. Honestly, I don't know what's going on right now. Between you and me. Like some days are good, but sometimes I don't know why I'm still holding on. Like right now.

To ____,

We kinda flirt a lot, ahahaha. And I'm kinda worried I might end up liking you. As well. You're really nice and supportive. But hopefully it doesn't turn into anything more.