· 040709 Beating Hearts Baby

Went Parra today, with Jacqueline, Jennifer, Jennie, Sofia and Emily. I was meant to pop over to their place at 9:15. They woke up at 9, LOL. So they came over and picked me up at around 10 =='. Honestly, I didn't find today especially fun, even though I saw Jennie. Man, haven't seen that girl in ages. Watched The Proposal, I don't think it was thaat good =='. Oh, and I'm a bit sick, too :(.

Today was kinda wasted, I rkn .. I just went out, and spent money. Fuckkk :( :(. I really have to save up, if I have to get anything I want .. well, I can't. So these holidays, all my expenses are going to be movie tickets, travel fees and food. I can't buy shit, alright. And there are birthdays coming up. Faroutt :(.

NICK WENT TO SEE JAY CHOU LAST NIGHT, TOTALLY FORGOT. Was texting him today, asking him about it. Gotta talk to him later, lolll. Nick's such a nice older brother :P.

Arrgh. This is like something that annoys me.
Whenever people ask about my personal messages .. arrghh T__T". Seriously, man. Someone always asks me about it. Most times, it's just an honest note to self, like what time the bus and train come, or something I have to do, or my tetris record, or something small like that, and someone always asks me about it, like, arrgh, who cares what it is, man, seriously. TT"


Maybe later I'll be too busy to sit under trees and watch the sky change from blue to gold to lavender to velvety darkness; maybe I won't have time to appreciate the beauty of the bark I'm leaning on, the grass I'm sitting on, the man my head rests on. But heaven forbid I ever forget how I love these things, how I love the intertwining of our hands and the way time has paused while we rest here before our lives take off and we stand to meet the world together. If I live to the day this tree dies I will never forget how we sat beneath it and listened to summer sounds in between soft breaths of wind and our quiet breathing. Sometimes happiness is loud and raucous, but now it's the calm chirp of crickets and the call of a lone owl that speak for me: I am in love and I cannot express how happy I am because of it, because of him.


Edit @ 6:14PM
Lol, talking to Nick, full giving me all these JC songs to check out, hahaha. So I've got like 4 songs+ to download now (and they're all links, if you wanna check out my badass azn music):

+ 稻香 - Jay Chou
+ Superman - Nese
+ 不能说的秘密 - Jay Chou
+ 听妈妈的话 - Jay Chou

SHIT MAN, LOL: Fearless 霍元甲 LIVE 2007 World Tour - Jay Chou. HIS VOICE GOES OHMYGOSH CRAZYASS HIGH LOLL.

Edit @ 6:29PM
Totally forgot to mention this is in the previous edit and in the original post, but
MY EYES ARE EFFING KILLING ME and it hurts to look sideways or down or anything besides STRAIGHT. FUCKENNNNNN!

Edit @ 7:34PM
.g enevieve (G) says (7:32 PM):
my eyes hurttt =='

- nickk- aimhigh [96] says (7:33 PM):
why should i care, if a fucktart faggot like u has eyes hurting
- nickk- aimhigh [96] says (7:33 PM):
just cut ur eye out for all i care dick knob

.g enevieve (G) says (7:33 PM):
LOLOLOL

- nickk- aimhigh [96] says (7:33 PM):
sry i was bored
- nickk- aimhigh [96] says (7:33 PM):
lol