I've gotta study. Like, people would think I'm not mega nerd but that I understand what happens in class and I do my work most/all the time and everything. But seriously, I don't get science. Or sport science. And alotta other subjects. And I've been told off twice in history for not doing my homework, and that's like worst in the class already.
I don't do most of my homework. The only homework I'm likely to do is maths, but not all the time, even. I don't think I do any of my homework. And this year was meant to be the year I tried harder in to keep up and understand what's going on. I was meant to catch up in all my work these holidays. But it turns out I haven't finished anything. I'm less than halfway done for art, I wrote notes for PASS, but only for one out of like five topics, I can't read my English novel cos I left it in my locker, I tried studying for science but I gave up after five fucking minutes, and I doubt I've even attempted anything else.
I have to catch up and stay there. I'm meant to be doing art right now, but I'm so fucked up and don't want to, here I am writing a blog. I'm so going to regret this tomorrow. I think my perspective's just changed a lot since I had Mr Mai for truong yesterday, and he just said that Nerds are cool in the long run. So if I don't study now, then I'm fucked. For the future. What the fuck am I doing.
Fuck. I've got, fkn, Kiss Me Thru The Phone stuck in my head. Such a shit song.
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